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Last of the Wilds
Created on 2005-06-08 14:05:53 (#7368326), last updated 2009-07-11
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Basic Info| Name: | Krispyz |
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| Location: | Wisconsin, United States |
BioChange is an inevitable part of life. My last bio was all about change, and I was more right than I would ever have given myself credit for. My last bio was all about pain as well. I guess I just didn't realize how painful the change would really be. I don't regret anything that has changed in the my life. Recently or over the years. I feel it's all just shaping up to something better. I don't believe in destiny. When I say it's going towards something better, I don't think that that's why this all happened. It's just the way that I'm using these changes to cleanse myself.
I feel oddly cleansed. There's something refreshing about finding yourself in a new and better position, but the only way to get there is to be in a crappy position to begin with. I guess the only true way to find out someone's real character is through the trials of time. There's no way to completely know right away and people that you've known for years can suddenly turn on their heel and start moving in a completely new direction. That's when you know who the people are that are going to stay with you.
I don't think I could be where I am right now if it weren't for the things that have happened. And for that reason and that reason alone, I have no regrets.
I guess that's the real goal in life. It's not to get a fantastic job and make lots of money. Or even to find the person you're meant to be with. It's so that, at the end of the day, you can go to bed without regretting what happened that day.
On January 1st, 2008, I gave no resolutions. Maybe it's because I didn't want to give myself the ability to break them, but honestly I don't know what I want to do. There's a simple fascination with not planning. So much of my life is planned out in advance. There have been so many things that I've had to plot and plan and figure out weeks, months before it actually happened. Maybe for 2008, I'll give the year to intuition. To have a resolution to have none.
Let my instincts sort this one out.
I feel oddly cleansed. There's something refreshing about finding yourself in a new and better position, but the only way to get there is to be in a crappy position to begin with. I guess the only true way to find out someone's real character is through the trials of time. There's no way to completely know right away and people that you've known for years can suddenly turn on their heel and start moving in a completely new direction. That's when you know who the people are that are going to stay with you.
I don't think I could be where I am right now if it weren't for the things that have happened. And for that reason and that reason alone, I have no regrets.
I guess that's the real goal in life. It's not to get a fantastic job and make lots of money. Or even to find the person you're meant to be with. It's so that, at the end of the day, you can go to bed without regretting what happened that day.
On January 1st, 2008, I gave no resolutions. Maybe it's because I didn't want to give myself the ability to break them, but honestly I don't know what I want to do. There's a simple fascination with not planning. So much of my life is planned out in advance. There have been so many things that I've had to plot and plan and figure out weeks, months before it actually happened. Maybe for 2008, I'll give the year to intuition. To have a resolution to have none.
Let my instincts sort this one out.
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